Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Random thoughts

My 500th and most labored blog entry is still under construction so most definitely, this one would be my last until I could post it. Since I have no one to resort to, I'll just blab all my random crazy thoughts here on Multiply. What's a blog for, anyway? Speaking of, if you're just gonna "make lait" and "make api" my blog entries, better not take time reading it. You know who you are and if you're gonna talk about this over the phone again, I'm so gonna kill you Mister Know-It-All! There's just this person who I really find so agitating because he brags all the time about how wonderful his first blog entry is. While mine just talks about how my day went and such. C'mon, why care so much?

Random Thought Number 1
I miss the oomph alcohol gives me. I haven't been drinking for a month now. Like, "whattttt?" An effortless seppuku right thar. I was planning to chug down the only bottle of vodka left on our fridge, but I'm sick, and will definitely pass on it. I miss Bords and our nights, really.

Random Thought Number 2
Pia Derez is in desperate need of someone who will make her happy. By that, I don't necessarily mean a boy friend. HECK NO. I want a best boyfriend, or a hoax of an older brother, or someone who'll pull off the forgotten responsibilities of my "supposed to be number one guy in the world". For the record, it's none of them boys I have liked/loved/whatever. To give you peace, it's my father. So yeah. I've always looked for a father figure in every man I come across with; it's best explained by the emptiness I feel. Wow, how deep. As of this moment, all I really want is a GUY (with muscles, man boobs, Adams apple) to stand up for me, to fight with me, to kick the ass of the jerk who broke my heart. At the end of the day, despite all the bullying and kicking and punching, that guy will choose me over anyone else. I want to be his number one friend.. For now. Ain't it obvious who I'm talking about? Duh.

Random Thought Number 3
And speaking of that "for now" effect up there.. I have come to decide that I'll wait until my academics are no longer on the rocks before I enter a serious relationship. There's this person (who happens to be very special) and he just made me realize how I should consider my priorities. There are just so many wonderful things in the world that I have blown over, primarily because of the thought of how amazing it is to love. Yes, it really is. It makes you smile, makes you happy, makes you feel like all the dreams you were having at night happens in real life. Also, it makes you think that all things have fallen into place. But really, no.. Not yet. Mom has always been right that I'm still young; I have so many more years to dwell on relationships, social life, and "fun". Love, it'll still come anytime during/after college. But every school year just happens once. I don't want to take Chemistry forever. And I just don't want to go to school for the sake of studying and getting allowance and seeing hot guys, I want to learn. I want to excel. :)

Random Thought Number 4
Count 100 luxury cars, after that 50 planes.. FLYING and the first person who will give me something yellow is I don't know. The one, the right one, the perfect one, per se. This is nonsense.. A bit contrary to my 3rd random thought. But since someone gave me an idea, I'll do this for fun!

Goodnight. Til my 500th blog. Love, Pi.