Happy April Fools!
I never had the chance to play high jinks on my friends today. But if you'd consider my "Maglalayas Attempt" a caper.. I can say, at least I had one. While on the subject, I figured that I must impart a summary respecting that matter.
I wasn't able to sleep soundly.
> 10.38, I called Eunice and did spit the problem out.
> Around 12, I kissed my mother goodnight.
> 1-2 AM, I was still online trying to make a de rigueur journal entry.
> 2.30-ish, went to my room.. Stared at the silhouette of the sky with the hopes of finding the right words to divulge what I truly feel. Apparently, the answers weren't written under the stars.
> Almost 3.15, I made a draft of my letter but wasn't successful. Seems like the words are having a chaos on my head.
> 4 in the morning, I found myself staring at my Mother.. Wondering what she might feel the moment she finds out that I didn't go home. That I decided to go to my fly-by-night father. That it's not her whom I first ran into.
I came up with the best inference: Mom would get hurt.
> 5AM, I tried calling my best friend. Unfortunately, I didn't get any answer.
Then, I decided to sleep.
I failed to remember that I have to go to school the next day. Good thing my Loving Mother woke me up (it's just to give me allowance for the day).
As I was dressing up, I caught myself stuck in between two choices. Still being uncertain, I packed up clothes (just in case) for my summer getaway. But here's the funny thing, I ONLY PACKED CLOTHES FOR ONE NIGHT! That means, I really have to go home right away. HAHAHA. *Anong klaseng paglalayas ito?* Plus! I'd just go to my father's house and even planned telling my whereabouts to Mom. In the end I realized, what's the point of all this running away lunacy? When everyone else knows where I'll be going. HAHA. Another zany idea right tharr :D
Obviously, I dint do it. That's the Happy April Fool's part.
Being truly clever, I came up with the best idea to break it to Mom. Go to her office (the place where no one can ever hurt me!) and bring a trusty companion (in that case, she won't be able to say bad things). I invited Eunice to tag along -- for the record, it was an all expense paid trip plus dinner. *Kawawa ako* But then, it became more powerhouse because of her support. I LOVE YOU EUNICE REPONTE! Yeah, as if you have a Multiply to view this but whatever.
I somehow considered our conversation a bed of roses for two reasons:
1. Mom was able to understand me because of Eunice's "mahirap po talaga Chem" dialogues.
2. Mom allowed me to shift because.. Ah, she just wanted me to.
I just hope the post conversation will turn out great. Help me, God.
I wasn't able to sleep soundly.
> 10.38, I called Eunice and did spit the problem out.
> Around 12, I kissed my mother goodnight.
> 1-2 AM, I was still online trying to make a de rigueur journal entry.
> 2.30-ish, went to my room.. Stared at the silhouette of the sky with the hopes of finding the right words to divulge what I truly feel. Apparently, the answers weren't written under the stars.
> Almost 3.15, I made a draft of my letter but wasn't successful. Seems like the words are having a chaos on my head.
> 4 in the morning, I found myself staring at my Mother.. Wondering what she might feel the moment she finds out that I didn't go home. That I decided to go to my fly-by-night father. That it's not her whom I first ran into.
I came up with the best inference: Mom would get hurt.
> 5AM, I tried calling my best friend. Unfortunately, I didn't get any answer.
Then, I decided to sleep.
I failed to remember that I have to go to school the next day. Good thing my Loving Mother woke me up (it's just to give me allowance for the day).
As I was dressing up, I caught myself stuck in between two choices. Still being uncertain, I packed up clothes (just in case) for my summer getaway. But here's the funny thing, I ONLY PACKED CLOTHES FOR ONE NIGHT! That means, I really have to go home right away. HAHAHA. *Anong klaseng paglalayas ito?* Plus! I'd just go to my father's house and even planned telling my whereabouts to Mom. In the end I realized, what's the point of all this running away lunacy? When everyone else knows where I'll be going. HAHA. Another zany idea right tharr :D
Obviously, I dint do it. That's the Happy April Fool's part.
Being truly clever, I came up with the best idea to break it to Mom. Go to her office (the place where no one can ever hurt me!) and bring a trusty companion (in that case, she won't be able to say bad things). I invited Eunice to tag along -- for the record, it was an all expense paid trip plus dinner. *Kawawa ako* But then, it became more powerhouse because of her support. I LOVE YOU EUNICE REPONTE! Yeah, as if you have a Multiply to view this but whatever.
I somehow considered our conversation a bed of roses for two reasons:
1. Mom was able to understand me because of Eunice's "mahirap po talaga Chem" dialogues.
2. Mom allowed me to shift because.. Ah, she just wanted me to.
I just hope the post conversation will turn out great. Help me, God.
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