I am just really, really scared

What if I'd fail again? I always thought Chemistry would be easy and enjoyable for me. If we could just perform experiments and analyze solutions WITHOUT MATHEMATICS. To tell you honestly, I screwed our finals.. BIGTIME. Mom said that if I'd fail another subject be it the easiest or the toughest one, she'd force me to stop studying. Yeah, as if she have the guts to that. HAHA. But honestly, I still don't want to disappoint her. Being the only heiress? No way! I tried my best, hope my efforts will lead me to something better.

I'm still trying. TWO MAJORS TOMORROW! What an emotional blog.